Cherish the moments you're going to spend with the people you love because those moments only come once in a lifetime. Enjoy the big things you get to do because in the end, you would regret it. Everyone grows up more and more every day. People start going off to college, work full time or go off to do their own thing. You just never know what moments you would have to cherish most. Either the moments with the people you love most or new people you meet. Live your life as much as possible because life is too short.
I am living for the day when I find someone who will love me even when I am sad. Even when depression leaves scars on more than just my skin. Even when anxiety makes me ugly. Even when I don’t want to be loved. And I don’t buy into the bullshit that you can’t love someone until you love yourself first because my chest is burning with a passion for a familiar stranger that I haven’t yet met. And I have nothing but love to give to the person who sees something in me worth loving. Because a blind man still wants to know what the world looks like. Still wants to believe in what he cannot see. And I am living for the day when they find me. And they will tell me that they love me without exceptions and I will believe them. And I will believe that there is something in me worth loving. Even if I can’t see it.
